Thursday, March 11, 2010
Just one of those days...
Somedays things just get to you, you know? Having cancer isn't such a bad thing overall. I'm not in a lot of pain, I can still function mostly normally every day. But some days are just harder than others for some reason.
I don't spend a lot of time talking about my cancer, or looking for sympathy over it...it's a genetic thing...I didn't do anything to get it, it just happened. Luck of the draw. The crapshoot that is life as a human sometimes.
I'm nearing the end of my chemo treatments (I hope) and so far I have done pretty well on them. But for today, for some reason I'm feeling all out of sorts and kind of sorry for myself. It's one of those days when I just feel like I need a hug, someone to just hold me...and there's no one there. Yeah I know my sisters or my mom would gladly do it, but that's not the same. I guess I'm just feeling lonely and old and tired and on the edge of nausea for the last few days and I miss being someone's special someone, someone that wants to hold me just because I'm the only person in the world they want to be near because I make them feel complete.
So...if you have a special someone today...find them and give them a hug. Just hold them for a while just because...
Monday, February 15, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Neil Young "Pants On The Ground" (1/14/10)
Jimmy Fallon doing his impression of Neil Young. He's singing the song penned by American Idol contestant General Larry Platt.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Update
Howdy...just checking in when I have a moment. Went to see Law-Abiding Citizen Saturday. In school, and harried and harassed with deadlines and projects. Finally got my desktop computer fixed (wouldn't you know it was a simple fix, but I was reading the error message wrong and trying to fix the one thing not broken...which of course did not fix the broken drivers...LOL).
Looks like I am going to have to go for some chemotherapy after all, apparently a different type of cancer cells showed up in the biopsy they did after my hysterectomy. This is a more aggressive type of cancer and the radiation treatments are not enough to kill it. I had some tests this past Wednesday to make sure that there is no cancer in my lungs. Once we know that for sure, the doc will sit down with me and discuss exactly what types of chemo are available and what would be best...either really aggressively going from the get-go (which is a bit harder on my body I gather) or a more gradual approach which will be less strenuous on my body.
Anyone know of a good wig shop online??? LOL I want one in every color...long, straight and curly styles...I always fancied myself as a titian-red head with long curls...or maybe a blonde bombshell. OOOO...I could do a kind of spiky, black and white-stripe thing for shits and giggles...!!!!!! Like Darryl Hannah's android character in Blade Runner, only a little longer style please...I dislike short hair on me.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
Everybody Dance!
It's a new year and we FINALLY have a new President! Things are looking up, so put on your dancin' shoes and shake your groove thang.
